Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Lyrics to the First Song I'm Writing

First is the worst, second the best, third is screwed like all the rest

It always arises from just a single phrase

You seem to know exactly what to say.

Growing, expanding this ambiguity inside me

I don’t have the strength or

self-reliance to just “shake it off.”

Going crazy about the words you hang tranquilly and

Dangle in front of my blind eyes.

I am screaming at my own reflection,

knowing a glimpse of redemption is six feet below.

With what I see, malicious sights crawl deep in my mind.

I can no longer face those untouchable depths

of egos and self-centered intentions.

So pull me out of this eternal pit,

please plug this exposing silhouette.

Someone come my rescue before I ….

How does it feel to know you have taken a life?